Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The Tides of March

arch has been an overwhelming month.  I spent most of February obsessing over the particulars of my graduate/film school applications, which I finished back in October and then forced out of my mind.  But not for long, of course—as snow melted and winter receded, notification-deadlines began to loom, and by late February every day felt like waiting for the results of an MRI.  I remained cautiously optimistic, but only just.

Earlier this month I was offered a place in the Peter Stark Producing Program at USC.  I accepted on the spot; it was and is my first choice program, an intensive immersion in the art and business of the film industry that seems to implicitly reject the notion that “artistic” and “commercial” projects exist in different spheres.  Unfortunately I can’t talk too intelligently about the curriculum, beyond what I’ve read, which is half-fact, half-pitch.

Exhibit A (New York Times)
Exhibit B (Variety)
Exhibit C (Variety/Program Director)

I don’t begrudge any program its bragging rights—stellar reputation is what drew me there in the first place.  The little legends are awesome, too—I love the anecdote about a Starkie throwing a chair in a passion-fueled dispute.  (“There’s your Felliniesque!” I imagine him screaming.)  Still more impressive is whatever the other guy said to provoke the chair-tossing.  Apparently I have four months to hone my dodging skills.

THIS IS HOW MOVIES ARE MADE!

Anyway, back to March.  It’s about to end, you know.  And then it will be April, and then it will be May, and then, in June, Sarah and I will be enjoying our final days as Boston-Cambridge residents.  For me, it will have been just under seven years—for Sarah, closer to ten.  A friendly reminder that time flies, which is itself a friendly way of saying, life is too fucking short.  Our relocation is no trivial thing—in addition to the logistical and financial burdens, we’ll be leaving behind our community of friends, family, and artistic collaborators, just trusting that in LA we’ll find new opportunities and awesome people, and that eventually we’ll find the money to visit old friends.  Anxiety?  We have it in spades.  But we’re not complaining.  It’s exciting, it’s a priviledge, it’s a challenge, it’s the next chapter in the great adventure we promised each other when we married.

Onward, friends!  Come, collaborators!  Adventure awaits us all.